TMI Tuesday - REGRETS

REGRETS and TMI Tuesday

Courtesy of the Ultra Sensual:  Hedone - The Pleasure Principle

1. What was the last thing you regret buying? A pair of reed-like, cigarette heel faux snake skin shoes (5 inches) that was too expensive, a little bit too uncomfortable, even in bed.

2. What was the last sex toy you regret buying? I have not really bought a sex toy.  My toys are mostly presents I received from friends.

3. Briefly describe a time that you had sex, and you should not have. Why did you do it?  The guy was someone I used to work with.  We were in an off-site seminar for an entire weekend.  The second night I drank myself silly and I was very fresh out of a break-up with my fiance'.  He knew about this and for a brief moment I thought he was with me to listen to my heartache and soothe me.  We were at the beach front, away from the rest of the people who were either half-dead in drunk stupor or deep asleep, it was almost 3:00 A.M. He started touching me and I didn't stop him.  I probably needed a man to make me feel I can be loved.  I was vulnerable and weak and angry.  I did not find him mildly as someone I would see after, but we went for it.  He was shaking in ecstasy while I was completely out of it, still thinking of my ex.  On hindsight, I think I used him.  I didn't even allow him intimate kisses nor did I want him to go down on me.  I let him fuck me twice that night.  I felt so horridly dirty and sinful back in my room in the shower.  I just cried and did not sleep till morning.  I decided not to speak to him ever.  He stalked me for a while, then decided to spread bad stories about me, calling me a "bitch", a "slut" and a "witch"; and he is probably right.  I have left that job a long time back.  I think he fell hard for me while I still haven't forgiven myself for letting him.

4. If you could choose to stay a certain age forever, what age would it be? My current age, as in now.

5. A good friend’s significant other flirts with you; would you tell your good friend? No.  If my friend ask, I will.  This is a regular occurrence for me.  My girlfriends always joke that you can leave me a billion dollars and I would not touch a single cent.  But don't leave your boyfriend behind with me.  I don't really flirt to be hit on, I am just the type that men honestly want to fuck.  I find it more a curse than a blessing.

6. What is your greatest professional regret? For example: Promotions you did not accept; Internship opportunities you did not pursue; Inventions/ideas you did not share.

Having quit my full-time job when my mother passed and work with our family business for my Dad.  It's a nightmare, and its harder to get out of it than I thought it will be.

Bonus: What is your biggest regret?  I don't like to dwell on my life's failures or regretful moments.  I choose to move on.  There is a lot of pain and heartache, but once I have decided to close the Chapter, it is closed.  I love kids and I am still envious of a few of my friends who have babies, a loving husband and a family.  I would love to have a baby of my own someday.  Maybe someday soon.

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