Well I have been quite "occupied" and with that I actually mean, there's this guy I am now seeing. Yes and I am enjoying every glorious minute of it.
I do have an unfinished Love and Sex Short Story Fiction in the drawing board, however my time is mostly spent being pampered and adored by this totally adorable man. I am "smitten" so to speak. I guess because he comes closest to how my father worships the ground I walk on and I can see he is completely taken even by my 'princess' tantrums.
I did tell him about this Blog and what I do during my spare moments including the things I write about. He responded with the most disarming smile and prodded me to keep on doing what I think I enjoy doing. (Well, wtf? Where was this man hiding all along?) I told him I will write a little bit about him for the few loyal readers that I have.
And it's not Jake, my snake man. This kind of man is for "keeps." My real life friends are of course drooling and jumping up and down with joy. I guess they have never seen my face glow and my eyes twinkle and my cheeks flushed, all at the same time; and most especially if he is beside me. I do sound like a teenager out on a first date with her first love. I hope you understand that I have come from a long engagement to a guy I have loved practically most of my adult years, only to be dumped a few months after we have formalized our marriage plans to our respective families.
It wasn't easy picking up the pieces of whatever was left of my ego so I decided that unless a man deserves my full undivided attention, I will consider them only as part of my accessories, on a "need to have" basis.
Of course there are other guys I dated(still dating?) and enjoyed lots of intimate moments with. None of them comes close to how this man makes my heart skip a beat and make me catch my breath. He comes from a mixed European descent; towering at about 6'6" tall, lean and packed where it matters to me. When I say packed, as in really, really packed. He is about 5 years my senior, never believed in settling down early. He thinks while you are in your prime,it is the time to earn enough, have a family and kids later to enjoy while he lives on investment income and trust funds interests. So far, he is close to where he wants to be financially and I would like to believe, I am the best "test" to his vow of being a bachelor-at-large. I do sound giddy because I am. I sleep with a grin in my face and wake up with a smile. Totally satisfied and still completely horny. Ahh, the feeling of being in love. Es maravilloso!
I will keep this Blog up as I happen to love it. However be patient as I come and go.
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2 comments:
What a wonderful post!!!! You sound very happy and if the whole trust fund thing works out, I am totally up for adoption.
Thanks, love.
If things do work out, I am telling you right away.
I would still love to meet you in Texas.
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